Hey All,
Earlier, I mentioned that I saw a little girl when I was about 10 years old in my room. Well, she kinda never left this house! I feel her around me sometimes watching and playing somewhere close by! To describe her, she's a young, brown-skinned, black girl, about 5'6, shoulder-length hair with little plats all over it. When she appears to me, sometimes I see her as just a shadow with really white, perfect teeth! In fact, this last time I saw her, she was in the doorway to my room, when I awoke to see her smiling at me. I wish she would tell me her name, but I guess she's not really ready to play with me anymore now that I'm older. Anyway, I'll check back with you all after I return to Texas.
P.S. I hope I get a chance to see my little friend before I leave!
Monday, August 31, 2009
My Father's Accident
Hello All,
Months before my dad got sick and hospitalized, I had a very disturbing dream that he was in a car accident and died. In the dream, I saw my father in his truck, as usual, coming down the highway in a rain storm trying to make it back home. He was driving along and lost control of his truck in the storm. The truck spun out of control and turned upside down on him ... He was trapped inside the truck and buried in a large pool of water along the highway. All of my dreams and nightmares couldn't compare to watching my father buried in the pool of water with no one around to help him! Never in my wildest of dreams had I ever saw something so real and so intense until this dream! My dad was buried and I couldn't do A DAMN THING, but call out to him in shock! It was like someone was showing me this to help save him from this fate... As if, I was right there with him watching as the turn of events took place! The horror and the pain went on as I awakened screaming out, "LORD Save MY DADDY! Don't Take Him this Way.... Please Lord, Please Don't Take him!" After that cry out, I sat in my bed holding myself and crying harder than I ever cried before. It was SO real and so intense that I could reach out and touch the very waters that seemed to drown my dad. I was in total disbelief and in a state of shock when I found out from him months later that this had actually happened! He told me that the truck turned on its side and he jumped out just before it stared to turn over. I asked him how he got the truck back on its side and he told me that his friend dove into a huge pool of water where the truck was to find him! When he stood there, I can see that he had this look of AWE as he went on and on about how his friend, Bo, dove in to help him as he stood there by the water untouched! HELL, he was watching his friend jump in and look for him! That night, we looked at the truck and THANKED GOD that he was still here for us. My dad told me that he was forever greatful to his friend Bo for diving in after him! NO, I'm forever greatful the LORD who really heard my plea and didn't take him! Not until much later, but that's another story...
We Love Ya' Jerry!
Months before my dad got sick and hospitalized, I had a very disturbing dream that he was in a car accident and died. In the dream, I saw my father in his truck, as usual, coming down the highway in a rain storm trying to make it back home. He was driving along and lost control of his truck in the storm. The truck spun out of control and turned upside down on him ... He was trapped inside the truck and buried in a large pool of water along the highway. All of my dreams and nightmares couldn't compare to watching my father buried in the pool of water with no one around to help him! Never in my wildest of dreams had I ever saw something so real and so intense until this dream! My dad was buried and I couldn't do A DAMN THING, but call out to him in shock! It was like someone was showing me this to help save him from this fate... As if, I was right there with him watching as the turn of events took place! The horror and the pain went on as I awakened screaming out, "LORD Save MY DADDY! Don't Take Him this Way.... Please Lord, Please Don't Take him!" After that cry out, I sat in my bed holding myself and crying harder than I ever cried before. It was SO real and so intense that I could reach out and touch the very waters that seemed to drown my dad. I was in total disbelief and in a state of shock when I found out from him months later that this had actually happened! He told me that the truck turned on its side and he jumped out just before it stared to turn over. I asked him how he got the truck back on its side and he told me that his friend dove into a huge pool of water where the truck was to find him! When he stood there, I can see that he had this look of AWE as he went on and on about how his friend, Bo, dove in to help him as he stood there by the water untouched! HELL, he was watching his friend jump in and look for him! That night, we looked at the truck and THANKED GOD that he was still here for us. My dad told me that he was forever greatful to his friend Bo for diving in after him! NO, I'm forever greatful the LORD who really heard my plea and didn't take him! Not until much later, but that's another story...
We Love Ya' Jerry!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Back home -- Realization!
I left the big job in the city and came back home for a few days to collect my thoughts and get a few things from the house here in Mississippi. As soon as I get here, I feel like I'm home! All of my worries about what I've been seeing and feeling is getting to a point where its becoming second nature and not just something that's handy from time to time. I am starting to rely on my thoughts and feelings more... Especially when dealing with people and emotions. Some people are only about what they can get from you and how they can exploit what type of talent you have to their benefit! The second type of person wants to secretly have what you have and take your shit (excuse me) along the way! They use you up and then when there's nothing left, they discard you and move on to the next sucker on their list! They have no loyalty to anyone and is willing to do what it takes to replace you with themselves. In this world and in this time in our lives, I challenge everyone to feel people they meet for themselves and NOT just take them for face value. If a person is displaying a behavior that is NOT healthy to themselves or to others, report them to the police! Don't waste time trying to talk and calm them down if they are dead set on killing or harming someone or themselves. Please folks, I urge you to be a real friend to yourself and to others on this matter!
Kenyon
Kenyon
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Reoccurring Dream
Good Morning all,
This morning, I'm writing you guys because I can't get to sleep yet! So, I decided to write a little bit to help me dose off! Today, I had a thought about a reoccurring dream that I used to have as a kid and a teenager. In the dream, I was in the dark and trapped on a ledge of somewhere. But Where? In the middle of Nowhere... Freaky - YEP! For years, I dreamed that dream, I don't know why it would be that dream, but I was always trapped there, looking for someone to come and help me! In the dream, I remember just standing there on the ledge waiting and just frustrated because it was soooo dark! Everywhere I looked seemed like the darkness was just there and neverending. The ledge seemed like it was VERY small and the side of the building of the DARK was poking me in my back. Almost as if the darkness was trying to push me off the ledge and into MORE DARKNESS... If anyone knows what this could mean, please tell me! I need a lil' help with this one.
This morning, I'm writing you guys because I can't get to sleep yet! So, I decided to write a little bit to help me dose off! Today, I had a thought about a reoccurring dream that I used to have as a kid and a teenager. In the dream, I was in the dark and trapped on a ledge of somewhere. But Where? In the middle of Nowhere... Freaky - YEP! For years, I dreamed that dream, I don't know why it would be that dream, but I was always trapped there, looking for someone to come and help me! In the dream, I remember just standing there on the ledge waiting and just frustrated because it was soooo dark! Everywhere I looked seemed like the darkness was just there and neverending. The ledge seemed like it was VERY small and the side of the building of the DARK was poking me in my back. Almost as if the darkness was trying to push me off the ledge and into MORE DARKNESS... If anyone knows what this could mean, please tell me! I need a lil' help with this one.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
My Grandmother's Angels
Good Morning all,
This story comes from my grandmother when she was a little girl, and her mother was about to pass over to the other side. My grandmother was a very wise and intuitive person far beyond her 97 years of living. When we were little and growing up, my grandmother would tell us all the time about the angels that came to take away her mother. She explained to us (my sister and myself) that the angels were 2 little lights, no bigger than a light from a flashlight. She said that the angels were there to take her mom away because she had been sick for a while and wasn't getting any better. When the two little lights appeared, her brother noticed them and called out to my grandma to look at the lights. She told us the lights came into her mom's bedroom, got her mom, and then left out through the front door. When they went into the room where her mom was, they apparently didn't believe she really left with the angels, but to their surprise, it was true! The angels came and took her away... After days pass at the funeral, my grandma told us that she was hurt and crying over her mom, when a voice came to her and said, "Look up, crying ain't gone bring her back!" All our lives, we've heard my grandma would talk about this, and even now that she's gone, I still look back and over my shoulders to see if she's there. I know this may sound silly, but when I'm down and out and really feeling bad, I think about how she loves us and will do anything for us. She makes us feel safe and wanted when the world felt cold and lonesome. And when her time came to leave us, I know two very special angels came and took her home!
This story comes from my grandmother when she was a little girl, and her mother was about to pass over to the other side. My grandmother was a very wise and intuitive person far beyond her 97 years of living. When we were little and growing up, my grandmother would tell us all the time about the angels that came to take away her mother. She explained to us (my sister and myself) that the angels were 2 little lights, no bigger than a light from a flashlight. She said that the angels were there to take her mom away because she had been sick for a while and wasn't getting any better. When the two little lights appeared, her brother noticed them and called out to my grandma to look at the lights. She told us the lights came into her mom's bedroom, got her mom, and then left out through the front door. When they went into the room where her mom was, they apparently didn't believe she really left with the angels, but to their surprise, it was true! The angels came and took her away... After days pass at the funeral, my grandma told us that she was hurt and crying over her mom, when a voice came to her and said, "Look up, crying ain't gone bring her back!" All our lives, we've heard my grandma would talk about this, and even now that she's gone, I still look back and over my shoulders to see if she's there. I know this may sound silly, but when I'm down and out and really feeling bad, I think about how she loves us and will do anything for us. She makes us feel safe and wanted when the world felt cold and lonesome. And when her time came to leave us, I know two very special angels came and took her home!
Friday, August 21, 2009
The Storm
Good Morning all,
Last night before I returned home from work, I kept looking up into the sky to see the little flashes of lightning above the clouds. Usually when the sky does this, we should expect some lightning for the rest of the night and maybe a light shower. This time, it felt different somehow. In a rush almost, I went home, grabbed me a drink and something to eat, and watched a movie. I was in storm mode! Then, like the big chicken that I am, I left the living room light on, in hopes that the storm wouldn't be so bad... That thought was a big Lie! This morning I woke up to an inferno outside my window! Remember earlier, I mentioned that the weather felt different somehow -- this was very different than any old, usual storm I've encountered. At about 6:20 am, Every two to three seconds I heard a BOOM, CRASH, and KAPOOOOW...! My little light in the living room flickered and shook, the windows of my little apartment went clink, clink, clink, clink... While all of this is going on, I'm in my bed tossing and turning, trying to avoid hearing the storm, but that was a NO-GO! Everything in my apartment shook, even me! I'm sitting straight up in the bed and the storm is raging, blaring, and out of control... Finally, I get to a point where I'm over the initial scare and start to dose back off to sleep. The last thing I see, before I fall asleep, is the lights on the outside go out and the little light in my living room, hanging by a thin thread mind you, is still holding on!
Last night before I returned home from work, I kept looking up into the sky to see the little flashes of lightning above the clouds. Usually when the sky does this, we should expect some lightning for the rest of the night and maybe a light shower. This time, it felt different somehow. In a rush almost, I went home, grabbed me a drink and something to eat, and watched a movie. I was in storm mode! Then, like the big chicken that I am, I left the living room light on, in hopes that the storm wouldn't be so bad... That thought was a big Lie! This morning I woke up to an inferno outside my window! Remember earlier, I mentioned that the weather felt different somehow -- this was very different than any old, usual storm I've encountered. At about 6:20 am, Every two to three seconds I heard a BOOM, CRASH, and KAPOOOOW...! My little light in the living room flickered and shook, the windows of my little apartment went clink, clink, clink, clink... While all of this is going on, I'm in my bed tossing and turning, trying to avoid hearing the storm, but that was a NO-GO! Everything in my apartment shook, even me! I'm sitting straight up in the bed and the storm is raging, blaring, and out of control... Finally, I get to a point where I'm over the initial scare and start to dose back off to sleep. The last thing I see, before I fall asleep, is the lights on the outside go out and the little light in my living room, hanging by a thin thread mind you, is still holding on!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
My apologies ...
Sorry Everyone that I haven't posted in a while, but Give me a day or so and I got something very juicy and nice to tell yal!!!!
Thanks and I'll be back !!!
Thanks and I'll be back !!!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Seeing Spirits
Hello all,
One foggy winter morning, back in Mississippi, I made my night of work and was about to get some breakfast at a local restaurant up the street from the job. I'd warmed my car up and now I'm good and ready to eat. I'm geared up, and get my breakfast to relax my nerves while eating. Of course, finishing my eggs, grits, bacon, and my toast, I decide to check out the little cul-de-suc behind the restaurant out there. While riding around out there, as the sun begins to rise, I realize that the fog is beginning to dicipate. So, I park along this little pond and to my surprise, the fog was more than just plain ordinary fog! The sun was just over the trees as I began to see the fog make figures of people walking on top of the little pond where I'm now parked. It was beautiful! The people seemed happy as if they were on a merry-go- round somewhere. The pond was half the size of a football field and the trees along-side the pond were tall pine trees at least 30 feet in the air. I was sitting there in my car in total Awe...! In that moment, I just felt calm and relieved as if everything in life is more than just shear coincidence. Everything has a purpose and at this moment, I'm meant to see this truly, wonderful marvel of nature and spirituality. As I remember it, is how I'm writing it! I hope that some of you can see and experience some of these things as I do or more. Thanks and enjoy the rest of my stories.
One foggy winter morning, back in Mississippi, I made my night of work and was about to get some breakfast at a local restaurant up the street from the job. I'd warmed my car up and now I'm good and ready to eat. I'm geared up, and get my breakfast to relax my nerves while eating. Of course, finishing my eggs, grits, bacon, and my toast, I decide to check out the little cul-de-suc behind the restaurant out there. While riding around out there, as the sun begins to rise, I realize that the fog is beginning to dicipate. So, I park along this little pond and to my surprise, the fog was more than just plain ordinary fog! The sun was just over the trees as I began to see the fog make figures of people walking on top of the little pond where I'm now parked. It was beautiful! The people seemed happy as if they were on a merry-go- round somewhere. The pond was half the size of a football field and the trees along-side the pond were tall pine trees at least 30 feet in the air. I was sitting there in my car in total Awe...! In that moment, I just felt calm and relieved as if everything in life is more than just shear coincidence. Everything has a purpose and at this moment, I'm meant to see this truly, wonderful marvel of nature and spirituality. As I remember it, is how I'm writing it! I hope that some of you can see and experience some of these things as I do or more. Thanks and enjoy the rest of my stories.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
The Shadows in My Living Room
Hey All,
Yesterday morning, I didn't get a chance to blog this but I remember it Very well. I fell asleep tired as hell. When I fall asleep like that, I usually leave a light on or the tv going. Yesterday, I didn't and to my surprise, I had shadows moving in my living room. From what I can tell, there was a man and maybe a woman dancing -- or looks to be dancing in there. I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night in the dark and there they were! This couldn't have been a late night hallucination or just me being so tired that I'm seeing things... This couple was in the shadows dancing as if this was a ballroom or something. I can tell the lady had a dress on and the man had on a suit. Unfortunately, I didn't get a good chance to enjoy their movement since I couldn't keep my eyes open that long, but I wasn't scared this time! So, I eased on back to sleep and left them in the living room to do their thing. After I awakened that morning, I looked around to see if they stayed, but I didn't see anything. Usually when I see something like that in the dark, I jump up and turn on the lights like the big chicken that I am, but since I wasn't freaked out, I guess it was okay! Maybe, I'm finally getting used to being a little weird and seeing a little extra at times... Thankfully, that's all it was! If I'd seen anything fly around in there, I'd be half-way down the street in my boxers!
Yesterday morning, I didn't get a chance to blog this but I remember it Very well. I fell asleep tired as hell. When I fall asleep like that, I usually leave a light on or the tv going. Yesterday, I didn't and to my surprise, I had shadows moving in my living room. From what I can tell, there was a man and maybe a woman dancing -- or looks to be dancing in there. I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night in the dark and there they were! This couldn't have been a late night hallucination or just me being so tired that I'm seeing things... This couple was in the shadows dancing as if this was a ballroom or something. I can tell the lady had a dress on and the man had on a suit. Unfortunately, I didn't get a good chance to enjoy their movement since I couldn't keep my eyes open that long, but I wasn't scared this time! So, I eased on back to sleep and left them in the living room to do their thing. After I awakened that morning, I looked around to see if they stayed, but I didn't see anything. Usually when I see something like that in the dark, I jump up and turn on the lights like the big chicken that I am, but since I wasn't freaked out, I guess it was okay! Maybe, I'm finally getting used to being a little weird and seeing a little extra at times... Thankfully, that's all it was! If I'd seen anything fly around in there, I'd be half-way down the street in my boxers!
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Vampires
Hey All,
Here's my little gist on vampires... I think that vampires are cool especially the older ones like dracula (if there is such a thing)! I wanted to be a vampire at one point or another for the shear fact that they have powers of pursuasion, can morph into almost anything, and can cast spells. Some of them can read minds and even fly as well. I wonder if there is a way for us to really know if they exist or not. Even so, what would they be like? Are they just like regular people, or do they just want to kill and destroy everything in their paths? Anywho, I just want to give a few lines on what I thought they should/could be! What do you think they are, look, and act like?
Here's my little gist on vampires... I think that vampires are cool especially the older ones like dracula (if there is such a thing)! I wanted to be a vampire at one point or another for the shear fact that they have powers of pursuasion, can morph into almost anything, and can cast spells. Some of them can read minds and even fly as well. I wonder if there is a way for us to really know if they exist or not. Even so, what would they be like? Are they just like regular people, or do they just want to kill and destroy everything in their paths? Anywho, I just want to give a few lines on what I thought they should/could be! What do you think they are, look, and act like?
Monday, August 3, 2009
Wow, Is it Her/Them?
Good morning all,
I had another dream this morning before I awoke. This morning's dream was more about finding my grandmother and my dad on the other side. Every night or every morning, I feel like I'm looking for them and they can't be found most nights, but when I do find them, it seems as if they're in a different form. Meaning, they look different from when they were alive. Sometimes they're older, younger, and hell sometimes even better looking than when they were alive! This morning, I found my grandma at her home in Mississippi to be a MUCH older, white woman. She was sitting in her wheel-chair waiting at the door for me. By her side, My dad sat there, but I couldn't see his face... I can tell that it was my dad and that the older lady was my grandma, but it was different. They were in a different form somehow! I can see how my dad's arms and body was shaped to tell that he was my dad, but my grandma was much older, a lot lighter, and her hair was completely white. Her eyes looked as if they started to change colors from light blue to shades of black. It looked more like the pupils in her eyes started to form into smoke, then turn black! As I stood in the doorway to my grandma's house, they never said anything to me... They just watched me -- Waiting! I was just stunning over how much she had changed, maybe this is just a dream or maybe they wanted to tell me something? Then of course, I wake up and write you guys all about it!
Life on the Other Side:: A Psychic's Tour of the Afterlife
I had another dream this morning before I awoke. This morning's dream was more about finding my grandmother and my dad on the other side. Every night or every morning, I feel like I'm looking for them and they can't be found most nights, but when I do find them, it seems as if they're in a different form. Meaning, they look different from when they were alive. Sometimes they're older, younger, and hell sometimes even better looking than when they were alive! This morning, I found my grandma at her home in Mississippi to be a MUCH older, white woman. She was sitting in her wheel-chair waiting at the door for me. By her side, My dad sat there, but I couldn't see his face... I can tell that it was my dad and that the older lady was my grandma, but it was different. They were in a different form somehow! I can see how my dad's arms and body was shaped to tell that he was my dad, but my grandma was much older, a lot lighter, and her hair was completely white. Her eyes looked as if they started to change colors from light blue to shades of black. It looked more like the pupils in her eyes started to form into smoke, then turn black! As I stood in the doorway to my grandma's house, they never said anything to me... They just watched me -- Waiting! I was just stunning over how much she had changed, maybe this is just a dream or maybe they wanted to tell me something? Then of course, I wake up and write you guys all about it!
Life on the Other Side:: A Psychic's Tour of the Afterlife
Saturday, August 1, 2009
The Shadow
Hello all,
One night after a good movie with a couple family members, I drove us back to our house. Upon driving a street over, from the house we lived in at the time, I noticed a strange figure coming from the inside of a truck, our neighbor's owned. It was a walking shadow of a tall man! There were three men in the truck -- 2 in the front and 1 in the back, extended cab white GMC... Plus, the shadow of a man also in the back seat of the truck, behind the driver's side. As we watched, the extended cab portion open, the third man got down out of the truck, then the shadow got down out of the truck as well. At this point, I turned my bright lights on and asked my cousins, "Do yal see this?" My older cousin said, "YES...! The shadow, right!?" I reply, "YES!!!" My younger cousin in the back seat sits up and asks, "What are we looking at?" We say, "The shadow, fool don't you see it?" He looks at up as if we've been smoking the same herbs and spices! We look at each-other, and I just drive off... With the shocked look on our faces, we get to the house and decide to tell my aunt about what we saw, but she wasn't awake. I get to the room with my younger, scared-ass, cousin and he asks, "Are you gonna be alright?" I look at him and say, "We'll see if the shadow is gonna come and get us tonight!" He got under his covers and peaked out. We laughed afterwards and said our good-night's. From that day to this one, I never really spoke too much about the shadow, or really even told many people about it because of the reaction most people have! I'd have to admit though, I was screaming like a little girl inside when I saw it... I just didn't tell them that, wink!
Divine Revelation of The Spirit Realm
One night after a good movie with a couple family members, I drove us back to our house. Upon driving a street over, from the house we lived in at the time, I noticed a strange figure coming from the inside of a truck, our neighbor's owned. It was a walking shadow of a tall man! There were three men in the truck -- 2 in the front and 1 in the back, extended cab white GMC... Plus, the shadow of a man also in the back seat of the truck, behind the driver's side. As we watched, the extended cab portion open, the third man got down out of the truck, then the shadow got down out of the truck as well. At this point, I turned my bright lights on and asked my cousins, "Do yal see this?" My older cousin said, "YES...! The shadow, right!?" I reply, "YES!!!" My younger cousin in the back seat sits up and asks, "What are we looking at?" We say, "The shadow, fool don't you see it?" He looks at up as if we've been smoking the same herbs and spices! We look at each-other, and I just drive off... With the shocked look on our faces, we get to the house and decide to tell my aunt about what we saw, but she wasn't awake. I get to the room with my younger, scared-ass, cousin and he asks, "Are you gonna be alright?" I look at him and say, "We'll see if the shadow is gonna come and get us tonight!" He got under his covers and peaked out. We laughed afterwards and said our good-night's. From that day to this one, I never really spoke too much about the shadow, or really even told many people about it because of the reaction most people have! I'd have to admit though, I was screaming like a little girl inside when I saw it... I just didn't tell them that, wink!
Divine Revelation of The Spirit Realm
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