Tip for the day:

Speak your mind... Those that matter don't mind, and those that mind, DON'T matter!

Ken

Thought for today:

Show some love, and IT'll be returned to you! You show more, you get more!

Love you folks, nite!

Because I let it go today, my head is splitting and I feel as though I can't stop crying, now! I'm pissed and I just can't get why outta my head!!!!

A Reminder Of What Love Is

Today is a bad day! I just got through watching Nanny McPhee 2, when the tears started to flow as I watched the kid's father return at the end of the movie! Out of nowhere, BOOM!!!!! Here comes the tears... I knew it was coming again, eventually, because I haven't let it out in awhile, nor have I really relaxed and had a great time anywhere... Plus, to add insult to injury, today is a Sunday! Every Sunday, my dad had a routine that he did every morning and every evening -- those things never go away for me! For so long, I've been there to see, hear, feel what it's like to have him around and trully be there for me -- US (mom, sis, and me). Right now, No real words can honestly say how much I really miss and need him here... Not only for my own self, but for my mom, so she won't be alone! As I talk with my mom, I can tell if she misses him and wants him back home. She said to me the other day, "I don't know why Jerry died and left me alone..." I wanted to die, period - end of story! To hear her say that, and to even feel her words like that, from over the phone was more that I could bare! I almost broke-down right there on the phone with her... Just lose it for once and not be so stern... Her words were so deep, and meant so much, that they broke me down just that fast! Damn, I tried to be over his death and keep myself busy, but once the busy-ness stops, what do I have next? I feel as though part of me is missing and can't be replaced, and no matter how hard you look for it, it's nowhere to be found again! Bless us all Lord, to see our Lost-Loved-Ones again...
I want him to know that we trully miss, and love him with all of our hearts! Thank you Lord, again for blessing us with him.


Ken

Elevators

Music for Elevators
Good Morning all,

Last night, I dreamed that I was trapped in an elevator with a co-worker that I hardly ever talk to! The lady that was in the elevator with me is an older black female, that has short dark and blonde hair, and has on square-shaped glasses. She is also a lady with a husky-smoker's type voice that sounds kinda raspy when she talks! As I was trapped in the elevator with her, the time seemed to pass by almost immediately while one side of the elevator, at the back was dipping down as if it was going to fall. I'm in the elevator scared for my life and this co-worker is standing in front of the buttons and saying nothing... I'm like," Hello Bitch, This shit is gonna fall, do you wanna live or die?!" As I screamed to her, she just stood there as if she was paralized with fear or some shit... But, I know I wasn't happy and I wanted to be out of the elevator and somewhere else,  LIKE NOW! As we stood there scared shit-less, I'm screaming and this tramp is standing there saying nothing, I got to the door of the elevator and the door opened! We got out of the elevator and I turned around, she was nowhere to be found! It was almost as if she wasn't even there in the first place, or something! I don't know where she went or how the hell she got out the elevator, but I DO know that the dream was over when I turned around and she wasn't there! Weird and freaky again -- YES, but scared shit-less and freaked out -- MAYBE!!!

Have a great day all, and Sweet dreams!!!