Thursday, July 8, 2010

My Sign, What sign are you?

"The extremely careful not to let your friends talk you into putting yourself in a compromising situation today, Libra. With the kind of deceptive energy that is focused in your Solar house of enjoyment and fun, what appears to be innocent may turn out to be very much the opposite. At the same time, a romantic evening could fulfill an important fantasy for you tonight. Try to stick to quiet an out-of-the-way, or private activities because there is a possibility of confusion, embarrassment, or maybe even so much drama that what starts out good could turn out to cause all sorts of unanticipated problems."

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

A Thought for Today

Hey folks,

God is love, yal! And that means that we should show and express that love as often as possible to each other. We should also show a little love to our enemies, not a lot, but just enough to push them onto somewhere else, and out of your face! Hehe... Be good to youselves and to each other... I love you all, and have a great night!

Monday, July 5, 2010

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If you've lost someone you loved over a disease or an illness, this lil-bit is for you...

Everyday that I wake up, I feel as though life is a little bit harder to bare, knowing that you are not here. There is a point to this whole thing we call life, and I know that it's NOT just to Die, But to trully live before we Die!

Learning to Let Go

Dear Lord,

We have the potential to so much more than just men or women in this world. Let us grow and learn from each other to be better than just a name or just another face in this world! Help us to understand that what we have, doesn't define who we are, and what type of money we have, doesn't make our lives any easier than where we came from in the beginning -- we're still the same being, inside and out! Change us Lord into better men and better women, to love ourselves and grow within ourselves enough to NOT let materialistic things and matters of UN-importance change or block our paths to greatness! We deserve so much more than just a plain, pretty picture, or just being an ordinary person! Help us to know that we are special in every way, shape, and form. Be there for us, when we don't yet know how to deal with our emotions, and how to cope with what's going on around us. Lord, help us to forgive ourselves and each other as we grow and learn to trully let go, and Let God! These and many other blessings we ask in Jesus name... AMEN!

Drugs, Alcoholism, and Spirtuality

Living a life that is free from pain is a very difficult thing to do! To hold on to yourself, your family, some type of love-life, and then trying to balance out work and home-life will take a toll on the best of families. With that said, we struggle to find a balance between all of this and just living sometimes can lead to depression. With the depression, we are struggling to escape reality by using the wrong outlets such as drugs and drinking. In order for us to find the proper balance and an acceptable outlet for our depression, we have to seek out good ways to express our bottled up anger, moodiness, and overall attitude-change. A few good ways to deal and cope is to pray, and ask God to step-in, and change your life for the best; play a musical instrument, watch a movie, get a pet for more love, writing a journal for your feelings, play a sport, or take up other hobbies for enjoyment. All are acceptable and good ways to deal with and release the pressue that we feel inside! Anything that you can do in a positive way or a "thing" that doesn't involve drugs and drinking will help you and maybe someone else in the process. Many other good ways to cope can be found in the book below...

Thank you all; Each and every life we share with each-other is a life we must hold dear! Be good to yourself and to others! Lord, bless and inspire each and every person who reads this for the better, and for the good of someone else as well.

Becoming a Better Psychic



I've read that becoming a psychic is an UN-easy thing to do! Once your mind is set free and tuned-in on the spiritual world you have to focus and put your feelings aside and concentrate on the white light around oneself. How can I actually do this without some sort of consequence of sorts? I've also read that If I wanted to, I can see where exactly my dead family is on the other-side as well! AGAIN I say, I cannot see myself doing this without some sort of problem to arise after free-ing my mind. When I meditate and focus, the book says that I should meditate for 5 or more minutes in a dark room with no music or sound. I should just listen to the energy's that supposed to speak to me. I think I will try and meditate more and let my mind take me to where my dad and grandma is! To a place beyond space and time and beyond mortal sciences, to the other-side, the spiritual world! Once I cross over to the spiritual world, then I can try and find my way through to get where I want to be, If that makes any sense! And of course, I will journey there and come back to tell everything I saw, IF I MAKE IT BACK ALIVE!!!!!!! Knowing this, imagine where we can take our minds, to far away places and to other avenues of the earth that we can only dream of! With this said, I will HAVE to try it then let you all know... Good Night all! By the Way, Happy Fourth!!!!

The Hurt over Loss

Hello all,

I seem to be a little down and feeling blue. 2 Years ago in this very month, I lost my dad. I knew this was coming and dreaded this month ever since my dad's birthday past on the 28th of last month! I know that as time go by, wounds should begin to heal, but does anybody know how much time it will take? I really wonder, am I going to feel like the world is over, and that the center of my universe is gone forever or is this how hurt over loss is? Time is trully an illusion by which all things on this earth is damned, or cursed to come to its bitter end, one way or another; only to leave the left-over loved ones in hurt and pain for eternity. If there is a better way to deal with loss, I think now is a great time to tell me because I really feel as though I'm re-living a nightmare that just won't end without me, or someone else dying in the process! I'm sorry that this isn't my normal mode of tone or even the jovial-self I can be, but I'm hurting and want to share my feelings with you all in hopes that same hurt doesn't be-fall someone else. For two years, I've been trying to hold it together and not lose it on my job, and just tell everyone to JUST go to Hell and call it a day, but I know my dad would scream at me from the otherside! I'm JUST hurt, and still a little shocked that he's actually gone. I kind of still expect to see his face when I walk through the door back home! How in the hell can he be dead, and how the hell am I gonna get through this without losing a piece of my heart in the process? I guess only time can tell, and only God can help us... This is a very hard time and I want all of you to pray that we, my family and I, make it through this tough time in our lives!

Thank you all for listening and sharing with me!

With Love,
Ken

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Grandma and her ghosts

Hello again everyone,

I know that I haven't blogged in awhile and need a serious whipping for it, but yet, I feel compelled to write you guys about my grandma, and the visits she used to get when she was alive. Every night, or every other night at my grandmother's house, I was a kid as she always talked about the spirits that came the night before! When she talked to them, they asked her all the time if she wanted to come with them and experience the other side? And every night, my grandma would tell the spirits, "No!" and that she wanted to stay where she was, and that she wanted to be with her family here! We used to laugh and poke fun of my grandma's stories, but it wasn't until I was much older that I realized that she was for real and that the spirits never really went away, they stayed and patiently waited until my grandma was loosing her way a little, and possibly asked her again, "Did she want to come and be with them on the other side?" I want to say so much without a shadow of a doubt that my grandma left with her loved-ones on the other side... I feel that she gave it her all and wanted to be at peace now. Maybe she felt as though her time was up and needed to be at rest... My grandma's not exactly talking to me these days to let me know for sure, but if I ever see her in my dreams again, I'll ask her! I really want to know... I have a distinct feeling that she wanted to go, and didn't want any of us to worry about her! sooooo, I will have to settle for missing her terribly, until I get a chance to talk with her in my dreams or once I make it on the other side! Until next time, Good night all!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Dream a Little Dream

Hello Everyone,

Last night, I dreamed a dream that I rarely dream... I actually dreamed of my other set of cousins that lived outside the city limits of my hometown. That part of my family, I rarely see, so when I dream of someone or something, I usully know them, about to meet them, or interact with these people everyday, some type of way! Getting to the dream now, I was awake and in my grandmother's house back home. While I was there, I looked for her, and of course, didn't see her, but to my surprise, her niece, my cousin was there, ranting and raving about a frilly, little multi-colored, turquise and red looking, ragged-ass piece of dress that she found in a black dooney-looking-ass big bag! ha ha... The bag looked like it was of some damned expensive-ass designer somewhere in the hills of Hollywood somewhere, but nevertheless, MY cousin was losing her damned mind over this stupid-ass dress! She looked at me, then she looked at her son and said, "Who's dress is this...? Ken, -- Eric...! Who does it belong to?" I looked at her and said, "It's NOT mine, why?" She just shut her mouth and looked at her son, with a look of GREAT disgust and that look we all know ... "BITCH, I WILL STOMP YOU IN THE DIRT-LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She waited and she waited, for one of us to explain -- Oops, I guess I shoulda told her that I hate explanations and people who ask them of me! My cousin looked at Eric, and she looked at me, as if she wanted to say something to me ... Knowing her, the wrong damned thing was getting ready to fly from her lips! AND YES, I was waiting for her to say the wrong shit to me, so I can unload all my frustrations out on her, for pissing me off!!!!! Right after that - I wish you would-look, I WOKE UP... DAMN!!!!!!!!

Good night folks,
Love ya!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I'm Baaaaaaack!

Hello all,

I want to sincerely apologize for NOT being able to blog for the last 2 weeks, and I like to say to you all that I love each and everyone of you guys! My laptop had to be fixed and I felt as though my world was ending... Sad huh...? YES, I know... But, cut me some slack, I'm apologizing and grovelling at my best, and nicest way possible! Thanks all for being understanding and hanging on to me!

Never forget that you guys ROCK, and you all are LOVED!