Grandma and her ghosts

Hello again everyone,

I know that I haven't blogged in awhile and need a serious whipping for it, but yet, I feel compelled to write you guys about my grandma, and the visits she used to get when she was alive. Every night, or every other night at my grandmother's house, I was a kid as she always talked about the spirits that came the night before! When she talked to them, they asked her all the time if she wanted to come with them and experience the other side? And every night, my grandma would tell the spirits, "No!" and that she wanted to stay where she was, and that she wanted to be with her family here! We used to laugh and poke fun of my grandma's stories, but it wasn't until I was much older that I realized that she was for real and that the spirits never really went away, they stayed and patiently waited until my grandma was loosing her way a little, and possibly asked her again, "Did she want to come and be with them on the other side?" I want to say so much without a shadow of a doubt that my grandma left with her loved-ones on the other side... I feel that she gave it her all and wanted to be at peace now. Maybe she felt as though her time was up and needed to be at rest... My grandma's not exactly talking to me these days to let me know for sure, but if I ever see her in my dreams again, I'll ask her! I really want to know... I have a distinct feeling that she wanted to go, and didn't want any of us to worry about her! sooooo, I will have to settle for missing her terribly, until I get a chance to talk with her in my dreams or once I make it on the other side! Until next time, Good night all!