Feeling and Seeing Trouble Before, and After it Starts!

Hey Yal,

As you all know, or may know, I've had a couple of family issues that kept me from blogging and getting the word out about how things are going! Now to tell the truth, I got sloppy, lazy and thought of this as a chore, and not really put forth more effort than I really should have to keep going at it... SORRY folks! But, since this is a new year, and I'm trying to do better at Doing, and NOT just saying that I'm gonna DO! I feel that I can take my time and not rush into anything too fast now... SOOOOOOOO, Here goes!!!!

In November, If I didn't tell this story, I'll tell it again to re-aquaint us with all the great details. My cousin fell ill and had to be institutionalized for a short time, Very Brief time rather! He began a downward spiral into this bottom-less pit of pain and misery that many of us don't come back from! To further explain this tale, my cousin experimented with a couple of drugs that messed up his mind. As a result of the drugs, he lost it! His mind was so far gone that he was on a level of his own with shear craziness! Now, here's where I come in... That morning I awoke with Lady Ga Ga in my head singing Paparazzi! At the time, I didn't quite know what the Hell was happening and what was really going on, but I knew it had something to do with my cousin and his friend. It wasn't until I got to the hospital where my cousin was being held that I realized that he, and his friend was up all night acting and singing Lady Ga Ga songs, and flipping the FUCK out, literally! Now, the cousin's friend is just fine, and my cousin is held in the institution losing his DAMN mind! All of this was from drugs he took, and the chasers he mixed with the drugs. As we sat at the hospital waiting for word from the nurses, or anyone that could give us some absolution that he'd be okay, my mind began to wander and backtrack the events that possibly led him to the hospital. I began to see the dancing, singing, and playing around the night before, and I also saw that he kept bothering his sleeping boyfriend! My good ole' cousin wanted his boyfriend to get up and play with them, dancing, singing, and such... Then, my mind flashed to the events of that morning, before the police arrived, and hauled him to the back of the patrol car for showing out - in front of the PO-PO, then to an ambulance for treatment at the local mental facility. Now, at the hospital again, we wait as the psychiatrist tell us "NOT" to be an enabler for my cousin and start telling him, NO! We should mean what we say, and not give in to his tandrums if we trully want him to get better! At that time, I thought and kinda read her gestures as she stood there telling us about this 22-something year old-ass, grown MUTHAFUCKA, that's clearly making his own decisions as to how he wants to live his life! The anger was there, but I didn't let her have it! Instead, I cried, because she told us that we couldn't see him for 24 hours, and there was nothing that I could possibly do to fix this besides pray, and wait on the LORD to deliver us from this craziness that's taken over our lives, at this point and time! Hurt and sad, YES!!! As the next morning approaches, my dreams have alerted me that my cousin has been released from the hospital, and is on his way home in his little black car! My mom called and woke me up as I told her exactly, "Ma, dat boy done been released and is in his car heading back home...!" My mom asked how I knew and I told her, "I just know!" Of course, Later on that night, when my sister and I left the house to check on him, I learned just that and more. Everything I said he did, the night before, was true, and how he acted with the police was true also! In the end, my cousin is a lucky man to be alive, and just around the corner, we'll see how lucky and blessed he trully is!

...Nite all!

Happy New Year ...

Happy New Year Everyone ....

This year, I plan on seeing more and focusing more on how I can help people and not just seeing and feeling the otherside so much! I thank and enjoy each and every one of you for reading this, and wish you all a safe and very prosperous new year this year!

Happy Holiday's

Merry Christmas and the Happiest of New Year's to all who sees this blog. May your lives be filled with never-ending love and true happiness!

Love,
Ken

Cats and Ghosts

Hey folks, what say you guys to one more blog for the road?! Here we go...

The other day, I was in the living room with my cousin's cat, all black and bad as hell, and my sister. We're sitting there by the patio door and the cat is just kicking back for a little bit, and all of a sudden, the cat walks to the patio door and start freaking-out, meowing loudly and shit, Big-time!!! I didn't notice him at first, but as he started to meow, I looked at him and saw his fur stand-up across his back and tail! The cat looked up at me, then looked back out onto the patio and started to lose it, again! So, I got up and went to him, and looked out onto the patio, but didn't see what he saw, at all! Usually, I woulda saw at least a shadow or something, but this time, I saw nothing, but I did feel like something was there looking in at us and watching us from the patio! My sister asks me, "What's wrong with him?" I just simply say that there's something out there that's scaring him that we can't see! The sad thing is, that its so freaking normal, that my sister didn't even get mad, get freaked out, or even say anything smart... Wow! After a few minutes of looking into the darkness on the patio, I got the cat and went back to my comfy couch and calmed the little, ankle-biter down! More than anything, I wanna say that whoever was on the patio, was our friendly ghosts from the living room, but I also wanna think about it more, and ask -- was it?!?!

Holiday Apologies!

Hello all,

I'm sorry I haven't blogged in awhile, but I'll be back to it after the passing of this year... But for now, enjoy the new look and feel to my blog! I like the new lighter, and whiter look to it... Plus, I feel that you all may enjoy the lighter, more softer look, and feel to it! I just wanna say, "Thank you all and have a safe and wonderfully humorous holiday season!"

The Holiday Season

As the holiday season comes to a midway point, I have a sneaking feeling that the spirits will start to appear more and more! I would love to see a lot of my older family members and friends that have passed on to the other side. Some of them have influenced me to do better for myself, and to help others in any way I can, also! I hope that this holiday season will come by and also bring a new happiness and new joy to the lives of my family and the world as a whole. Sometimes its best that we see our loved ones that passed on in order to remind us that we have to move on, and try to prosper in anyway we can! They love us and want the best for us, so we have to honor them by living a good life until God calls us home to be with them once again. Thank you all, and have a safe and Happy Holiday season!

That Old Familiar Feeling

Every once and a while, I get the feeling that I'm being watched. At times when I feel like that, I kinda' step back and try to see if I can familiarize myself with who could possibly be watching me. Is it other people, or is it someone from the other-side? Hmmmm, I wonder...? Sometimes, when I'm typing away at my blog, I get the feeling that I'm being watched, almost in the sense that I'm being guided and watched over. Other times, I feel that feeling when something's not right somewhere! Maybe, it's a warning that there could be DANGER lurking somewhere close by, and I need to leave, abruptly! Either way, the feeling comes over me, and I feel that I have to act on it. The last time I had this feeling, I was typing on my blog, and getting my thoughts put into the computer, and felt like there was a strong, spiritual presence nearby. Although the spirit didn't wish me any harm, I knew that I was doing something right, and wasn't in any danger at that particular time. Also, while the spirit was there, I did feel that the spirit was there to also inspire me to keep writing and moving forward on my blog. And even now, I feel someone watching, not as strong as before, but watching and waiting, nevertheless! If anyone can think of it, was there ever anytime where you felt you were being watched? if so, when?

These Pesky ASS Ghosts Again

I am So Damn Tempted to ask these people in my living room, WHO THEY ARE AND HOW LONG WILL THEY BE HERE? BUT, the chicken-shitted side of me says, Not to mess with anything you don't fully understand, yet! I am only one man, and they ass Look like its a couple more than me!

Understood...!

A Spell to Cheat Death

The Spell:

White as Light,
Aid our rite,
From the Darkness into the light.
Heal the wounds,
Erase Death from our sight!


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Although this is short and to the point, It may work, It may NOT!
Please Don't Try this, as it is only Make-Believe!!!

Enjoy!

Being Led by An Unseen Force

Hey all,

A couple of weeks ago, I meant to put this in this blog, but I guess I forgot! Anyway, while I was driving, I had a sensation come over me. The whole time I was driving, I was looking for the nearest Goodyear to get my truck serviced. I started to feel the directions out, and by chance, or by an unknown force leading me, I started feeling out the way to the Goodyear by my house. I actually listened to my inner-self and turned where I was being led... I went down my block, then turned left onto Ross Ave. Afterwards, while passing the street I felt a strong connection to, I felt like I needed to turn around, so I did! I turned left at the light onto Greenville Ave, and there it was! Goodyear was straight ahead! It was like I just felt which way to go without even knowing where the Hell I was going... Cool, huh? Or creepy?