Speak your mind... Those that matter don't mind, and those that mind, DON'T matter!
Ken
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
A Reminder Of What Love Is
Today is a bad day! I just got through watching Nanny McPhee 2, when the tears started to flow as I watched the kid's father return at the end of the movie! Out of nowhere, BOOM!!!!! Here comes the tears... I knew it was coming again, eventually, because I haven't let it out in awhile, nor have I really relaxed and had a great time anywhere... Plus, to add insult to injury, today is a Sunday! Every Sunday, my dad had a routine that he did every morning and every evening -- those things never go away for me! For so long, I've been there to see, hear, feel what it's like to have him around and trully be there for me -- US (mom, sis, and me). Right now, No real words can honestly say how much I really miss and need him here... Not only for my own self, but for my mom, so she won't be alone! As I talk with my mom, I can tell if she misses him and wants him back home. She said to me the other day, "I don't know why Jerry died and left me alone..." I wanted to die, period - end of story! To hear her say that, and to even feel her words like that, from over the phone was more that I could bare! I almost broke-down right there on the phone with her... Just lose it for once and not be so stern... Her words were so deep, and meant so much, that they broke me down just that fast! Damn, I tried to be over his death and keep myself busy, but once the busy-ness stops, what do I have next? I feel as though part of me is missing and can't be replaced, and no matter how hard you look for it, it's nowhere to be found again! Bless us all Lord, to see our Lost-Loved-Ones again...
I want him to know that we trully miss, and love him with all of our hearts! Thank you Lord, again for blessing us with him.
Ken
I want him to know that we trully miss, and love him with all of our hearts! Thank you Lord, again for blessing us with him.
Ken
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Elevators
Music for Elevators
Good Morning all,
Last night, I dreamed that I was trapped in an elevator with a co-worker that I hardly ever talk to! The lady that was in the elevator with me is an older black female, that has short dark and blonde hair, and has on square-shaped glasses. She is also a lady with a husky-smoker's type voice that sounds kinda raspy when she talks! As I was trapped in the elevator with her, the time seemed to pass by almost immediately while one side of the elevator, at the back was dipping down as if it was going to fall. I'm in the elevator scared for my life and this co-worker is standing in front of the buttons and saying nothing... I'm like," Hello Bitch, This shit is gonna fall, do you wanna live or die?!" As I screamed to her, she just stood there as if she was paralized with fear or some shit... But, I know I wasn't happy and I wanted to be out of the elevator and somewhere else, LIKE NOW! As we stood there scared shit-less, I'm screaming and this tramp is standing there saying nothing, I got to the door of the elevator and the door opened! We got out of the elevator and I turned around, she was nowhere to be found! It was almost as if she wasn't even there in the first place, or something! I don't know where she went or how the hell she got out the elevator, but I DO know that the dream was over when I turned around and she wasn't there! Weird and freaky again -- YES, but scared shit-less and freaked out -- MAYBE!!!
Have a great day all, and Sweet dreams!!!
Good Morning all,
Last night, I dreamed that I was trapped in an elevator with a co-worker that I hardly ever talk to! The lady that was in the elevator with me is an older black female, that has short dark and blonde hair, and has on square-shaped glasses. She is also a lady with a husky-smoker's type voice that sounds kinda raspy when she talks! As I was trapped in the elevator with her, the time seemed to pass by almost immediately while one side of the elevator, at the back was dipping down as if it was going to fall. I'm in the elevator scared for my life and this co-worker is standing in front of the buttons and saying nothing... I'm like," Hello Bitch, This shit is gonna fall, do you wanna live or die?!" As I screamed to her, she just stood there as if she was paralized with fear or some shit... But, I know I wasn't happy and I wanted to be out of the elevator and somewhere else, LIKE NOW! As we stood there scared shit-less, I'm screaming and this tramp is standing there saying nothing, I got to the door of the elevator and the door opened! We got out of the elevator and I turned around, she was nowhere to be found! It was almost as if she wasn't even there in the first place, or something! I don't know where she went or how the hell she got out the elevator, but I DO know that the dream was over when I turned around and she wasn't there! Weird and freaky again -- YES, but scared shit-less and freaked out -- MAYBE!!!
Have a great day all, and Sweet dreams!!!
Monday, August 23, 2010
Someone New
Hey folks,
I wanna let yal know that I found someone new to talk and play with for the time being! She's fun, caring, and loves to laugh despite the pain she goes through on a daily basis! Truth be told, I feel a connection with her already... And, I hope she sticks around because I really enjoy her company!
Love ya folks, and stay tuned!
I wanna let yal know that I found someone new to talk and play with for the time being! She's fun, caring, and loves to laugh despite the pain she goes through on a daily basis! Truth be told, I feel a connection with her already... And, I hope she sticks around because I really enjoy her company!
Love ya folks, and stay tuned!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Time and Confusion
Hello all,
Happy to be up and somewhere, even if its just the job for today. Sometimes, I wish that my life didn't just revolve around the time to be on a job somewhere! I can sometimes enjoy being at the job because of the people I work with but at the end of the day, I still feel as though something is missing and all of my time is now gone ...! Sometimes, I want to see what would happen if I could just stop being at the job at a specific time and start going else-where ... NOW, you all know that if I do that then my ass will be out of a job and on the unemployment line faster than you can say, "CHECK the MAIL!" I don't quite get the time-thing as well as I'm supposed to, but I will get better as I grow more. Not that I'm a constant late-ass person and all, but sometimes TIME can really creep up on ya, and then BOOM... It's that TIME to be somewhere else! RIGHT --- WRONG!!! At this point in our lives, we must try our best to be where we're supposed to be for the good of our jobs, the good of our families, and the good of just being on-time to where you, or one would need to be at this specific point in TIME, yet again! If this makes sense or not, I want you all to know that we are never promised tomorrow and if we should most definitely run out of this time-thang, we should make the best of it and try our best to salvage and save it to the best of our abilities! FUNNY, yet confusing is my way now!
Have fun figuring this one out folks, and Until next time, be good to yourself and to others!
Happy to be up and somewhere, even if its just the job for today. Sometimes, I wish that my life didn't just revolve around the time to be on a job somewhere! I can sometimes enjoy being at the job because of the people I work with but at the end of the day, I still feel as though something is missing and all of my time is now gone ...! Sometimes, I want to see what would happen if I could just stop being at the job at a specific time and start going else-where ... NOW, you all know that if I do that then my ass will be out of a job and on the unemployment line faster than you can say, "CHECK the MAIL!" I don't quite get the time-thing as well as I'm supposed to, but I will get better as I grow more. Not that I'm a constant late-ass person and all, but sometimes TIME can really creep up on ya, and then BOOM... It's that TIME to be somewhere else! RIGHT --- WRONG!!! At this point in our lives, we must try our best to be where we're supposed to be for the good of our jobs, the good of our families, and the good of just being on-time to where you, or one would need to be at this specific point in TIME, yet again! If this makes sense or not, I want you all to know that we are never promised tomorrow and if we should most definitely run out of this time-thang, we should make the best of it and try our best to salvage and save it to the best of our abilities! FUNNY, yet confusing is my way now!
Have fun figuring this one out folks, and Until next time, be good to yourself and to others!
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Get to Know Jesus ...
Hello all,
Today, I wanna share a quote with you guys. "There are many things you can die without knowing, but you should NEVER die without knowing Jesus!"
Today, I wanna share a quote with you guys. "There are many things you can die without knowing, but you should NEVER die without knowing Jesus!"
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Nightmares
Hey yal,
Has anyone ever had a dream that was so real that when you awaken, your body is literally BUZZING all over? Well I did, and it left my world rocking and rolling all morning long! As I awakened from a dream state this particular day, I noticed that the walls in my room looked as though they were made out of rubber and as though they were stretching -- all on their own...! Whatever was in my dream, I hope I never dream it again! Even before I went to sleep, I didn't feel strange at all, nor did I feel as though things wouldn't turn out right the next day and all. AND, to be totally honest, when I awakened from the dream-state, I had no recollection of what I just seen, heard, and felt in the dream I just had... My mind was as though it was jelly, and my thoughts began to run like we were in a marathon somewhere! The next thing I knew, I was just buzzed and shaking literally, everywhere! I don't even know how, or why I felt like this, but I hope that it never happens again. In a way, I felt like I was in a jar and was just shook-up somehow, or better yet, something may have grabbed me and shook me to bits and the pieces were still shaking would be a better description! Somehow or someway, this will happen again because it's me and of course if you don't know by now, WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME CONSTANTLY! As usual, I'll wake right-up and blog all about it!
Good night all!
Has anyone ever had a dream that was so real that when you awaken, your body is literally BUZZING all over? Well I did, and it left my world rocking and rolling all morning long! As I awakened from a dream state this particular day, I noticed that the walls in my room looked as though they were made out of rubber and as though they were stretching -- all on their own...! Whatever was in my dream, I hope I never dream it again! Even before I went to sleep, I didn't feel strange at all, nor did I feel as though things wouldn't turn out right the next day and all. AND, to be totally honest, when I awakened from the dream-state, I had no recollection of what I just seen, heard, and felt in the dream I just had... My mind was as though it was jelly, and my thoughts began to run like we were in a marathon somewhere! The next thing I knew, I was just buzzed and shaking literally, everywhere! I don't even know how, or why I felt like this, but I hope that it never happens again. In a way, I felt like I was in a jar and was just shook-up somehow, or better yet, something may have grabbed me and shook me to bits and the pieces were still shaking would be a better description! Somehow or someway, this will happen again because it's me and of course if you don't know by now, WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME CONSTANTLY! As usual, I'll wake right-up and blog all about it!
Good night all!
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