Hey folks,
I wanna let yal know that I found someone new to talk and play with for the time being! She's fun, caring, and loves to laugh despite the pain she goes through on a daily basis! Truth be told, I feel a connection with her already... And, I hope she sticks around because I really enjoy her company!
Love ya folks, and stay tuned!
Monday, August 23, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Time and Confusion
Hello all,
Happy to be up and somewhere, even if its just the job for today. Sometimes, I wish that my life didn't just revolve around the time to be on a job somewhere! I can sometimes enjoy being at the job because of the people I work with but at the end of the day, I still feel as though something is missing and all of my time is now gone ...! Sometimes, I want to see what would happen if I could just stop being at the job at a specific time and start going else-where ... NOW, you all know that if I do that then my ass will be out of a job and on the unemployment line faster than you can say, "CHECK the MAIL!" I don't quite get the time-thing as well as I'm supposed to, but I will get better as I grow more. Not that I'm a constant late-ass person and all, but sometimes TIME can really creep up on ya, and then BOOM... It's that TIME to be somewhere else! RIGHT --- WRONG!!! At this point in our lives, we must try our best to be where we're supposed to be for the good of our jobs, the good of our families, and the good of just being on-time to where you, or one would need to be at this specific point in TIME, yet again! If this makes sense or not, I want you all to know that we are never promised tomorrow and if we should most definitely run out of this time-thang, we should make the best of it and try our best to salvage and save it to the best of our abilities! FUNNY, yet confusing is my way now!
Have fun figuring this one out folks, and Until next time, be good to yourself and to others!
Happy to be up and somewhere, even if its just the job for today. Sometimes, I wish that my life didn't just revolve around the time to be on a job somewhere! I can sometimes enjoy being at the job because of the people I work with but at the end of the day, I still feel as though something is missing and all of my time is now gone ...! Sometimes, I want to see what would happen if I could just stop being at the job at a specific time and start going else-where ... NOW, you all know that if I do that then my ass will be out of a job and on the unemployment line faster than you can say, "CHECK the MAIL!" I don't quite get the time-thing as well as I'm supposed to, but I will get better as I grow more. Not that I'm a constant late-ass person and all, but sometimes TIME can really creep up on ya, and then BOOM... It's that TIME to be somewhere else! RIGHT --- WRONG!!! At this point in our lives, we must try our best to be where we're supposed to be for the good of our jobs, the good of our families, and the good of just being on-time to where you, or one would need to be at this specific point in TIME, yet again! If this makes sense or not, I want you all to know that we are never promised tomorrow and if we should most definitely run out of this time-thang, we should make the best of it and try our best to salvage and save it to the best of our abilities! FUNNY, yet confusing is my way now!
Have fun figuring this one out folks, and Until next time, be good to yourself and to others!
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Get to Know Jesus ...
Hello all,
Today, I wanna share a quote with you guys. "There are many things you can die without knowing, but you should NEVER die without knowing Jesus!"
Today, I wanna share a quote with you guys. "There are many things you can die without knowing, but you should NEVER die without knowing Jesus!"
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Nightmares
Hey yal,
Has anyone ever had a dream that was so real that when you awaken, your body is literally BUZZING all over? Well I did, and it left my world rocking and rolling all morning long! As I awakened from a dream state this particular day, I noticed that the walls in my room looked as though they were made out of rubber and as though they were stretching -- all on their own...! Whatever was in my dream, I hope I never dream it again! Even before I went to sleep, I didn't feel strange at all, nor did I feel as though things wouldn't turn out right the next day and all. AND, to be totally honest, when I awakened from the dream-state, I had no recollection of what I just seen, heard, and felt in the dream I just had... My mind was as though it was jelly, and my thoughts began to run like we were in a marathon somewhere! The next thing I knew, I was just buzzed and shaking literally, everywhere! I don't even know how, or why I felt like this, but I hope that it never happens again. In a way, I felt like I was in a jar and was just shook-up somehow, or better yet, something may have grabbed me and shook me to bits and the pieces were still shaking would be a better description! Somehow or someway, this will happen again because it's me and of course if you don't know by now, WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME CONSTANTLY! As usual, I'll wake right-up and blog all about it!
Good night all!
Has anyone ever had a dream that was so real that when you awaken, your body is literally BUZZING all over? Well I did, and it left my world rocking and rolling all morning long! As I awakened from a dream state this particular day, I noticed that the walls in my room looked as though they were made out of rubber and as though they were stretching -- all on their own...! Whatever was in my dream, I hope I never dream it again! Even before I went to sleep, I didn't feel strange at all, nor did I feel as though things wouldn't turn out right the next day and all. AND, to be totally honest, when I awakened from the dream-state, I had no recollection of what I just seen, heard, and felt in the dream I just had... My mind was as though it was jelly, and my thoughts began to run like we were in a marathon somewhere! The next thing I knew, I was just buzzed and shaking literally, everywhere! I don't even know how, or why I felt like this, but I hope that it never happens again. In a way, I felt like I was in a jar and was just shook-up somehow, or better yet, something may have grabbed me and shook me to bits and the pieces were still shaking would be a better description! Somehow or someway, this will happen again because it's me and of course if you don't know by now, WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME CONSTANTLY! As usual, I'll wake right-up and blog all about it!
Good night all!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
A Great Night
Hello all, last night was a great night spent with my friend. We went to a movie, and went to breakfast after the movie. During that time, I felt a deep connection that I've had before, but not with her! Is it me over-reacting, and over analyzing this thing, or is it something else... ? Nevertheless, we had a great time and hopefully, we will go out again soon!
Later folks, have a great day!
Later folks, have a great day!
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Update...
Hello all,
I'm happy to admit that nothing weird has happened to me today. Usually, I woulda caught a shadow or two, but nothing, yet! As yal know, I'll keep ya posted!
Good night all!
I'm happy to admit that nothing weird has happened to me today. Usually, I woulda caught a shadow or two, but nothing, yet! As yal know, I'll keep ya posted!
Good night all!
Friday, July 16, 2010
2 Years to the Day of my Dad's Funeral
2 Years ago today, my dad's funeral took place. It was one of the longest days of my life, and sad to say, all I wanted then was for the day to be over with! I remember walking into the church and getting ready to be seated, but I just can't get past anything after the tears started to flow! As I sat there, all I could do was hold my mom and cry! I felt as though I had lost the world ... How could this happen, where was I when the world stopped turning, and time stopped? This is the longest day of my life! As the emotions took ahold of me, screaming in pain is all I could think of, especially since everyone was so upbeat and happy. My daddy is gone, and with every thought, every breath I took, I wanted to explode with emotion. I remember wanting to just run from the church and scream at the top of my lungs, "I want him back, How could you do this to me, How could you take him from us, and Why does it have to be my dad?" All of this was swearling inside of my mind like echoes in a canyon, or ripples in water. What would I do next without him? How am I supposed to live and learn to love without his teaching me what I need to know about relationships, or how to be a good boyfriend, how to get-along with a spouse, or another loved-one? Damn, most of the time when he was talking, why wasn't I listening to his wisdom, his know-how, his words to change my way of thinking, or my true way of life? What was I doing, and why the Hell is this such a long-ass day! Agony... Make it stop, someone help me breathe ...! I can't think straight, talk, or even think about anything else but him! Why'd he have to go, why Lord, why?
Where Do We Go From Here
Where Do We Go From HereWednesday, July 14, 2010
Maybe in Another life
Hey Yal,
I'm very happy to say that I've been having a great week thus far. Nothing bad happened or really good except my 5 Lb weight-loss. Even with that, I don't really feel anything's really changed in me. I still feel connected to my family and friends as usual, and other people at work as I get to know them more! Sometimes, I don't know how to explain it, but I feel that I've met everyone that's in my life before, maybe in another life or something?! Hmmm, we'll have to wait and see! But, anywho, have a great night all and a great weekend as well!
Love,
Ken
I'm very happy to say that I've been having a great week thus far. Nothing bad happened or really good except my 5 Lb weight-loss. Even with that, I don't really feel anything's really changed in me. I still feel connected to my family and friends as usual, and other people at work as I get to know them more! Sometimes, I don't know how to explain it, but I feel that I've met everyone that's in my life before, maybe in another life or something?! Hmmm, we'll have to wait and see! But, anywho, have a great night all and a great weekend as well!
Love,
Ken
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